I thought about my grandma tonight
It is the first time after she died
It is not because I miss her dreadfully
It is because my mind just flied
I thought about my grandma tonight
I haven't met her for a long long time
The childhood memory seemed almost lost
Since then I have changed, I have switched in between left and right
I thought about my grandma tonight and realized I
Have never touched her wrinkles
Have never touched her grayish white hair
Have never hold her peeled hands for no reason but just to hold them tight
I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized during her whole life nobody actually understood her
It seemed there was nothing to be understood
Just because we thought she didn't know read and write
I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized we didn't fully felt her warmth
While wearing winter cotton jackets made by her
Because sewing seems so insignificant
I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized we have almost ignored her emotions
While she carried on everyday
No matter what happened
I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized the memory of the day she turned from a girl to a woman
Is the most glorious one in her whole life, and was never forgotten
Since then she had never given up and always filled herself with tomorrow’s light
I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized her tears shed in front of grandpa's grave
Is because she had never never really cried
In any other place
I go to sleep ...
Signature: sleep is needed more than meat as for me
